I keep bouncing through aesthetics, but the one sure thing I know is that my style has these aesthetics in it:
Goth (casual varient)
Grunge
Morute
Pale grunge
Hospitalcore/sickcore (but like a less cute version, more dark)
Weirdcore/dreamcore
I have a lot of vibes I want to give off, particularly based on movies/shows (mostly looks-wise):
Tim Burton movies
Requiem for A Dream
Se7en
Fight Club
Death Note
I like that washed out blue/green tint over disheveled characters who look like they haven't slept in days. A 90s drug fueled Rockstar who's in too deep and has lost themself. That sorta thing, if it makes sense.
If anyone has any ideas for something like this, lmk!